TO BREAK IGNORANT STEREOTYPES
Continue reading ‘Another reason I want to be an actor…’
0 CommentsI am what I imagine myself to be.
When I was young I thought of growing old,
Of what my life would mean to me.
Would I have followed down my chosen road,
Or only wished what I could be.
Kyrie eleison…
1 CommentFor the past year Heather and I have been sharing one car - a 1993 Ford Taurus. In reality, it’s actually Heather’s car which was given to her from her family. The car is actually still in decent shape but we’re starting to plan to replace it with a newer car - two newer cars if we could. So for the past couple of months we have both been car shopping while driving around town. Los Angeles is of course, the ultimate place to do car shopping while driving. Here around town and on the freeways you will see every car imaginable from the latest exotic sports cars, luxury vehicles and SUV’s to souped up import cars, classic muscle cars and vintage automobiles that belong in a museum. People in LA love their cars and every gadget and gizmo that goes with it. Tricked out SUV’s with 22-inch chrome spinner wheels, tinted windows and DVD systems are a common thing in both Beverly Hills and the ‘hood. BMW’s, Mercedes and Porches aren’t all that special since everyone seems to have one. Heck, theres a 2003 Mercedes parked down the street in my ‘hood. The person who drives that car lives in a small rundown house, but somehow they own that Mercedes. Every once in a while I’m impressed by a car, but most of the time not. You get used to seeing $300k Bentlys, Ferraris and Aston Martins.
I think that if I ever became a big “movie star” I would want to buck the trend and drive something different than everyone else. I’m not sure what, but something more sleek and elegant, less flashy and expensive.
Anyway, right now I have my eyes on the Honda Prius. Heather doesn’t care for the styling or the fact that it doesn’t come with a leather interior, but I think the car is pretty hot. It also happens to get 55 miles per gallon and has some of the most innovative technologies built in.
Heather happens to like the Mini, the Beetle (she leased one when they first came out) and the new convertible PT Cruiser.
As for SUV’s I really like the Touareg and the Volvo XC90.
But right now it’s all just window shopping. Then again, maybe I can get our car on that new MTV show “Pimp my Ride“. (Our new favorite show)
0 CommentsToday was the first day my acting partner and I performed our scene “on its feet” complete with props, blocking and music. Luckily our particular scene does not require a lot of setup nor invlove a lot of movement. The only thing on stage is a park bench and when the scene starts my acting partner is sitting on the bench, then I walk in carrying a suitcase and wearing a fedora and suspenders - similar to Keanu Reeves in “A Walk in The Clouds“.
The scene went pretty well except for some of the awkward blocking that happened towards the end of the scene. At one point I went to ecstatically hug my partner and since she was sitting on the bench and I had my back turned to the audience, the audience saw nothing but my ass. I also happened to hit my partner in the face (ever so slightly) with my shoulder as I did it. Then as we were standing, I was holding my partners hand in an awkward manner and a bit too tightly. As the scene ended I also forgot to take my hat and suitcase with me as we strolled off stage.
Honestly, the scene felt a little awkward to me and I felt a bit disconnected. Tom thought the scene went pretty well but had a couple of tweaks on both sides of our performances. The major note was that our character relationship was not there. In other words, it did not quite look as if we were married. Tom’s suggestion is for my partner and I to really sit down and discuss the relationship of the characters in the scene and to also just become more comfortable and trusting of each other to allow ourselves to pretend that we love each other very much. Without being able to establish the emotional connection between the characters, the scene will not be as touching as it could be.
Tonight, Heather and I rented “The Story of Us“. It was interesting to watch because there are a couple of scenes in the movie which I think are very similar to the scene I am working on.
On another note, Tom was talking today about the “rhythm” people have in life: the way a person walks, talks, behaves, their energy level, their mannerisms, etc. He said that we always need to look at the rhythm of the character we are trying to portray in a scene.
Overall it was a very good class but I still need to work on getting those “tears of joy” - literally.
0 CommentsTonight I received an email from an acting class friend. She had forwarded me a link about a Microsoft commercial print “go-see” (modeling audition) that is happening early next week. What is even more interesting is that the link she gave me was to an online service called “Actor’s Access” which is being run by Showfax and Breakdown Services. I had actually never heard of this service before so I was curious. Usually I’m a little wary of online casting but since this is being run by two very well known reputable companies (you would be familiar with them if you were an actor in LA) I took a closer look. The basic service is free and it allows actors to enter all their personal information, along with their headshot and resume, into their database. Once your information is in the database you can “shop” for auditions by searching through their listings. Once you find audtitions that are suitable for you, you can then electronically submit your resume and photo to the appropriate casting office for the project.
The site is actually pretty well done. I had no problems uploading my photo (jpg) and entering my information. Actor’s Access also has a verification system to make sure the information you enter is correct. They call your agent(s) to see if you are really represented by them. I am pretty impressed.
So this will be the fourth online casting system I have tried. A couple years ago I signed up with castnet.com but Hollywood was just starting to enter the digital age. Now both of my agents actually use online casting services to submit me. First I was told to sign-up at NowCasting.com, but now my agencies use LA Casting.com.
On the flip side, a friend of mine told me he was approached in Beverly Hills by a “modeling scout” who was interested in signing him. This “agent” said he represented M Models International and wanted my friend to stop by his office. So that’s what he did. While my friend was in this guys office, the agent started bragging about how much money and women he had and that my friend could have all this too.
At this point of the story red lights started flashing in me head and I told my friend to use extreme caution when dealing with these shady “Hollywood” types. A lot of these so-called modeling agencies are out to scam money from as many people as possible. Some of these businesses operate by creating partnerships with hairstylists, stylists, photographers, etc, etc then tell their “modeling scouts” to go out and recruit naive people to sign with the agency. Once you have signed with the agency they then tell you that you need to visit a stylist, hairdresser, photographer, etc, etc, all whom they have connections with and all who give them kickbacks. So it doesn’t matter if you ever book a job with them ’cause they will start making money off of you from the start.
The modeling world can be vary shady even when dealing with legitimate companies. I told my friend that if he is really interested in commercial modeling, he needs to go to a well known agency and stay away from the hype of all those shady Hollywood “players”.
3 CommentsTonight we were startled by a loud crash which made us rush to the window to see what was happening. At the intersection right outside our house were two cars with glass and metal parts scattered on the street. Heather quickly said, “call 911″ and I grabbed the phone as Heather went outside to see if anyone was hurt. When I got the 911 operator on the phone they asked me the standard questions and told me to ask the people involved in the accident if they needed an ambulence. I went outside to the scene of the wreck and saw that an older woman was sitting in her sedan with the driver’s side door smashed in. I asked if she needed an ambulence and she quickly replied no. I told the operator this and then they asked if anyone looked as if they were under the influence or if any city property had been damaged. I answered “no” to both questions and then the operator said that the accident victims need to just exchange information. I asked, “aren’t you going to send the cops?” She replied, “if someone is hurt and needs an ambulence then we’ll send one. If city property has been damaged or if someone is under the influence then we’ll send the cops.”
Honestly, this surprises me. Is this the new operating procedure for LAPD or does the LAPD not come to the “‘hood” unless someone is dead?
Half the neighborhood was outside seeing if everyone was alright. Luckily everyone walked away from the accident with no serious injuries. The older woman’s car was pretty banged up. The driver’s side door was smashed in and could not be opened. The rear of her car had also slammed into the street light after she was hit. Surprisingly, her car could still be driven.
One of the neighbors volunteered to drive the older lady home (which was just down the street) but asked her son to come with her. She said she didn’t want to walk back by herself because it wasn’t safe. Her son said she needed a gun. She said a lot of her friends had told her she needed a gun because she works down the street at a salon and walks back by herself at night. This worried me a little. I don’t feel our neighborhood is all that unsafe but a lot of the older neighbors always tell us to watch our back and talk about getting robbed and tell us we need to be careful who we talk to on the street. It’s pretty interesting because according to the LAPD statistics our neighborhood actually has less crime than our old neighborhood with $800k houses. Well we love our house and don’t regret living in the ‘hood. More and more people are moving into the neighborhood and fixing up the houses anyway so the area is getting better.
0 CommentsTonight I performed my scene from “One Sunday Afternoon” with one of my two partners for Tom. Honestly, I wasn’t very prepared and had not worked on the scene since Saturday’s class. Even worse, I forgot to bring my script. Now I do have it pretty much memorized, but since we are finishing up performing the scene as a “table reading” I like to have the script with me “just in case”.
In tonights performance I was trying to address the major issues Tom had with my performance: making Biff Grimes bigger in his actions and making him more awkward. On our first run-through we got a third of the way through the scene and then I realized I didn’t know my next line. After a couple moments of me being silent it was obvious I didn’t know my lines and Tom stopped the scene. He then told me, “You realize you should really have your lines memorized by now.” I said, “But I do, I swear”. He replied, “You better not swear too hard.”
After looking at my partner’s script real quick we started the scene again. This time I didn’t drop any lines.
Tom’s critique tonight was still pretty much the same. Yes, I was more awkward and bigger this time around but I was “acting” instead of having this behavior come naturally. All the behavior should come from the emotional place of feeling grateful and unworthy of Amy’s love.
As I was thinking about the emotional character of Biff Grimes it hit me. My scene seems very similar to the Bible story of the prodigal son who returns to his father after he spent all his inheritance money and how much he wanted to be back in his fathers house. Instead of his father scolding him, he welcomes his son with open arms. This feeling of redemption and unworthiness I feel is reflected in my scene.
More and more I am starting to realize that acting is like playing music. In music there are many notes and ways of a playing those notes to communicate emotion. In acting there are many emotions and different ways to portray that emotion to communicate a message.
0 CommentsI’ve been busy coding this website and my wife’s website. What’s really more important is getting my new proof sheets to both my agents so we can decide what pictures to use and then I can get them blown up to 8×10s and duplicated.
BTW, I’ve been so busy re-designing this website I forgot to mention how much I LOVE my new photos! Vanie rocks. These photos have a lot of personality and I think this is exactly what I need to get more auditions…
Anyway, I can’t think straight. Must sleep.
First I must email my agent…
0 CommentsMy lack of sleep is catching up with me. The only reason I am awake is because Simon needed to go outside. I still have a lot I need to do but it will have to wait till tomorrow…
0 CommentsAs you can tell, I have re-designed my website. There are still many, many tweaks that need to be done, but the basic layout is complete. I also have new online proof sheets from a recent photoshoot I did with photographer Vanie Poyey!
I’ve spent most of the night coding away like the computer geek I once was. Now I must sleep. I’ll finish tomorrow…
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