I’ve been feeling so un-motivated and un-inspired these past couple of days. Honestly I feel a little lost, stuck in a rut. I think I’m a little burnt out on the struggle of achieving what seems to be impossible. I’m tired of my lame ass day job. I’m tired of working in an office everyday. I’m tired of sitting at my desk, in front of a computer listening to the same 127 songs over and over again. I’m tired of waiting for a casting director to cast me in a commercial, TV show, or movie. I’m tired of not being 180lbs w/ 7% bodyfat. I’m tired of “the journey”. I know I’ve always said that “the journey” is everything in achieving your dreams and goals, but right now my attitude is “f#ck the journey”. I want to begin the journey which starts with me being a working actor who doesn’t need a freaking day job.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m not ready to give up. I never will. I’m just tired with a bad attitude.
I’m sitting here at my office desk, drinking black coffee hoping that will give me a lift to more motivation.
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